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08 November 2009 @ 06:29 pm
it's my birthday month, yet i'm not sure about it. i'm not even sure if i should go on living.
jeeeeesh, it seems so sad, doesn't it? yeah, i'm sick of it.
06 November 2009 @ 01:47 pm

i'm blogging both here and in blogger, which totally makes no sense. -_________-
hahahaha. but it's okay, it's mostly me talking by myself here. jeeeesh, i'm sick of seeing others talking about their "fandom". like as if it's true. they just think about the handsome guys. psh. and btw, i saw this profile that says 'fake fan should die.:" hahaha! so true. but maybe not die, just vanish. lol. i think it's okay, but they should stop harping and changing. :)

Bi is having his concert in Jakarta. i hella wanna go for it! ):
will he come here? cos' i would do anything for his concert. i cannot fangirl anymore next year. okay, maybe not so much. how? i don't think i can take it. but it's okay, i want to realise my dream of going to Korea. :D we'll be there, with my family. maybe i would fall in love with it and then stay there? but Singapore is too safe, which makes me secure. hahahah. is it nice there? i'm too worried about my future, i should stop.

i shall go now. :D
Current Location: Home!
Current Music: 2PM - Tired Of Waiting
05 November 2009 @ 11:10 pm
i think i'm loving LJ! :D
but i'm not sure, should i move? :/

i've been reading blogs about how they rant about guys. no matter how excessive i do it, it still makes me envious. Lol. it's okay, i still love them more than they all do! i will post more here when i find something to write about! or maybe, stories once in a while. :)
05 November 2009 @ 05:46 pm

i just created this blog for i don't know what reasons. i have stories stored in mind. people usually use livejournal for fanfics, don't they? ah, my fandom! hahahaha. i still want to rant fully, you know. i'll think about it. i'll make the guys as if they're mine if i want to rant, you know. so i hope there won't be any bashing. nyahahahahah.

On top of that, it's T.O.P's birthday todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D 
Happy Birthday, my dear T.O.P! <333333333333333
Happy 23rd Birthday!
Be Happy, forever and always. :D

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra